That's fair. Survivor's guilt is a nasty experience. All you can do is deal with that grief as best as you can -- as long as you make that effort count.

[ She looks back down on her half-eaten plate. For a woman as decisive and certain as her, it might've been the last thing he would've expected to come out of her mouth. ]

As for your brothers... [ She pauses. She doesn't have to tell him that they do it out of love. It's obvious he knows it. ] There's some experiences and memories words can't do justice. You'd need to live it to understand, especially if it involves you.

[ She thinks of Ignis' eyes, Nyx and Lunafreya's death, and Ravus' fate. ]